Faith in the impermanence of life

It's impossible to screw up our lives.  It's impossible to do this wrong since how we live is what we know in any moment.  What we do is what we do, how we think and feel is how we think and feel... in any one moment.  

Forgiveness is essentially a state of freedom that comes with understand ourselves.  Forgiving the imperfect actions, the hurtfulness, the screwups.  We come off the relentless hook of perfection and find out that we can breath naturally in our honesty.  Honesty holds the door open for everything that is happening and has happened, allowing for unashamed change.  Natural change. 

Faith in the continuum of moments of life.  Faith in the impermanence of life in these bodies. 

Someone will want to hold you down to your past, waiting for an apology.  I'll hold someone down.  We all do it.  What is an apology?  Words of assuming and accepting blame?  Is it coming from shame?  Or, is the real essence of apology just like the real essence of forgiveness?  A state of freedom that comes from understanding ourselves and others a bit more.  Breathing freely in honesty for all the imperfect actions that ever hurt anyone or anything.  Permission to live, here and now, and permission to die cleanly when the time for that comes.